almost unemployed
blogging, music, recording, sad January 27th, 2009Today was, quite frankly, hellish.
The company at which I work was recently bought and taken over by a (formerly) rival company. Originally, my company was split into three different ‘brands’. Today we got word that the company that bought us is planning to close one of those three brands, and that Friday will be the day of reckoning. This means that quite a few of my friends are going to be on the dole.
For a while, we thought that they intended to close the entire department that I’m in. It wouldn’t surprise me if they do that, to be honest, but at least we made it through this round. For me, the timing would be spectacularly bad, but then again, I don’t suppose there’s ever a really good time to lose a job.
So yeah. Between thinking I was heading for unemployment, and then finding that no, a bunch of my friends are heading for unemployment, I just feel like I’ve been tied in knots. It was an emotionally challenging day.
And by the way, I still have something in my eye; the same thing that was in there yesterday, in fact, and it hurts like effing hell. Someone told me today that a “crazy but good” way to get things out of your eye is to pull your eyelid away from your eye by pulling on your eyelashes, then plug your nose, and then blow. Yeah, I know. It didn’t make any sense to me either, but I did give it the old college try, and I’m here to report that it was ineffective. Apparently, rather than being ‘crazy and good’, it’s just crazy.
Sorry for the long lapse between entries. I had a super busy and fun weekend, and then an incredibly busy and stressful week so far. On Sunday night, IrishBand’s drummer came over and we recorded the drum tracks for another song, then I recorded the bass part and worked out a few guitar parts.
Tonight I have rehearsal, and my cohorts will be here pretty soon, but I did want to check in and give you an update. And now I’m going to eat dinner and shut my eyes for a while until my friends arrive.
February 16th, 2009 at 10:19 am
I had been transferred to another department the month before I watched my original department layoff all but two people. Including the person I was hired to cover for. I had major survivor guilt and relief at the same time. I’m glad to hear you are still working. I was one of the lucky ones who was able to plan an escape route and leave on my terms. I loved the job and miss everyone but it was time for me to go back to school. Hang in there.