I have to admit it’s getting better
blogging, love, music September 28th, 2007Boy, you can sure tell when I get super busy, because I’m not able to write for a few days.
The last couple of days have been crazy, with work right to a gig each night. I’ll have some more time to write tomorrow, hopefully, but I’m going to brunch with one person, and dinner with another, so it might have to be in the evening.
I got invited last night to play a gig tonight with Tony Furtado. Tony’s a slide guitar and banjo player; one of the best in the country, in fact. He and Stephanie play together–they do live together, after all–so he and I have shared the stage plenty of times before. This show will be a little different, though, since it’s Tony’s show instead of Steph’s. I’m honored to be playing, and I think it’ll be really fun.
I’ve been feeling better this week than I have for the last few. I’m starting to feel better about the situation with Kelly; I miss the good things about our relationship, and there were plenty, but it was really difficult a lot of the time too–eating disorders are vicious–and I certainly don’t miss that. There are still times I miss her, of course, but by now I pretty much feel like myself again, and feel like I have things to offer to someone who will appreciate them. That’s the hardest part about a rough break-up; the way the littlest things can get under your skin and fester.
ANYWAY.
I’m going to go crash for a while before the show. I was supposed to meet Andrea for dinner tonight, but I was feeling too exhausted and sleepy to be any kind of good company, so we rescheduled for tomorrow night.
Talk to you soon; I hope all’s well with you.