full disclosure, via text messages
love, sad, true July 8th, 2007One: You doing okay?
Two: No, I just ate an entire batch of cookies.
One: I really wish you wouldn’t do that. Makes me feel sad, and sad for you.
Two: I think I may need to go to the hospital. I’m not safe. Just drank H2O2 to try to induce vomit. Not working. Don’t know what else to do.
One: What’s H2O2? Jesus. Call 911. Seriously. You’re gonna do permanent damage to yourself.
Two: Hydrogen peroxide.
One: Jesus Christ. Do you want me to take you to [Hospital Name] or something? I’m not fucking around, and I’m not gonna sit here and watch you destroy yourself.
Two: I don’t want you to see me. I’m disgusting.
One: I’d rather see you alive. Want me to e-mail your mom or aunt then?
Two: No, I don’t want them to know. I’m ashamed. I’m sorry I told you. You shouldn’t be burdened with this.
One: Obviously you don’t want them to know. But either you contact them or I will.
(30-second pause)
E-mailing your mom and aunt now.
Two: No, they’ll freak out!
One: They should! This is serious. I told you I wasn’t fucking around. It’s cause we all care about you so much.
(30-second pause)
E-mail sent. If you’d prefer, I can take you to [Hospital Name].
Two: (two minute pause) I’m going to [Hospital Name].
One: Really? Good. Maybe they’ll take you seriously this time. You going right now? I just sent another e-mail saying that you’re going there.
Two: (eight minute pause) Yes, I’m here.
One: Good for you; I’m glad you did. That’s very brave. I have my phone on if you need anything.
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p.s. – It wasn’t easy to post this. I only did because I didn’t want to be the only one who knew about it.
July 9th, 2007 at 7:51 am
Thank you for letting her aunt knows and keeping this anonymous. She called the mom and we all went to see
Two at the hospital.
One is a nice person.
July 10th, 2007 at 3:43 am
Oh, how difficult. I hope Two gets the help s/he needs.
July 10th, 2007 at 9:19 am
That’s scary. I used H2O2 everyday (at work).
Hope 2 is doing better!
July 10th, 2007 at 9:25 pm
oh. I hope she’s ok.